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This is you trying hard to make sure that you're seen With a girl on your arm and your heart on your sleeve Remind me not to ever think of you again This is me with the words
Just Enough To Love You
The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell

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Jimmy Eat World
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[Sunday,
April 24th, 2005]
getting bored of this journal name

new name: our_goodbyes


i've added everyone on my friends list now.
<33 add if you want : )


i might post in this occasionally but i am probably gonna post in my other most often!
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ouch! [Sunday,
April 24th, 2005]
[ mood | ouchy ]
[ music | jimmy eat world- polaris ]

owww! i am hurting. I fell off some ledge thing into a bush today. i got my boobs bruised from getting pinch. and i tripped on a skatebooard. blah! ouch...






i am gonna punch jeremy sooooooooooooooo hard in the balls.

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blah! [Saturday,
April 23rd, 2005]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | none ]

gah.... so bored

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[Friday,
April 22nd, 2005]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | none ]

oh god.. i am so tired!

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how does it feel to know your everything i need? [Thursday,
April 21st, 2005]
[ mood | boring ]
[ music | the spill canvas- so much ]

so today was pretty normal... so normal it was almost boring. Stayed after with chris, mike, steve, and emily. It occupied my time rather well. did decent on my report card... 2 c's and the rest a's and b's. I am actually kinda boring... i don't think i have ever been boring before. hmm... oh well. I guess i am just tired or whatever. I wonder what i am doing over the weekend? i think me and chris are hanging out tomorrow, my parents might be going out saturday so i think the only way i would be able to go to the mini party is if i slept over someones house, and sunday i have no idea what i am doing...








the butterflies in my stomache, they could bring me to my knees

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survey compliments of crushme_xxbaby [Wednesday,
April 20th, 2005]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | none ]

stole from crushme_xxbaby
<33

YOU in 20 questions
1 Are you a virgin: yes
2 Are you single: no
3 If no, whats your guys/girls name: Chris
4 What grade are you in: 7th
5 Did you skip any grades: no
6 What is your approx. GPA: no comment
7 Do you goof off in school: in dr.nescios class
8 Do you like to back talk: yea... mostly to dr.nescio though
9 Who do you like better, mom or dad: mom because she always lets me go out.
10 Do you sing: sometimes
11 Can you sing well: hah... me and chelsea are amazing at kareoke rev.!
12 What is your fave sport: Basketball
13 Do you like your name: not really
14 If no, why not: it's boring
15 If yes, how come: ------
16 If you could change it what would you change it to: something not boring
17 Do you plan on having kids: yeah probably
18 Who do you think you'll end up marrying: i don't know...
19 What kind of career do you want: either child phyolgist or lawyer (i heard u have to be smart to do them though...)
20 Do you plan on going to college: yes

WHAT in 40 questions
1 What do you think of yourself: i don't really think much of myself, but really who does?
2 What do you look for in the opposite sex: they have to be outgoing and funny, i wouldn't want someone who couldn't keep up with me.
3 What do you like about yourself: i like how outgoing i am, it's more fun that way.
4 What are your goals in life: move out asap. thats about it for now : )
5 What kind of computer do you have: compaq i think.
6 What are you allergic to: nothing
7 What was your fave subject in school: deff. lang. arts. d nes is crazy and plus i like to write.
8 What is your least fave subject in school: Spanish
9 What extra curricular activities do you take part in during school: ??
10 What are you doing right now: well obviously taking ur survey
11 What time is it right now: 8:08 pm
12 What color is your hair now: Brown
13 What color was your hair when you were born: blonde, but i didn't dye it.. it just turned brown?
14 What kind of pets do you have: 4 cats
16 What is underneath your bed: probably a cat
17 What is in your dresser drawers: hmmm alot of things
18 What do you wear to bed: a cami and shorts
19 What is your fave ice cream: mint chocolate chip
20 What is your fave car: i don't know cars?
21 What is your fave movie: Death to Smoochy, Donnie Darko, or Con Air
22 What is your fave quote: i am not sure
23 What is your fave book: Give A Boy A Gun
25 What is your fave fruit: grapes
26 What is your fave veggie: peas
27 What is your fave television show: any stand up comedy
28 What is your fave radio station: they killed the only one i like listened to y100
29 What is your fave smell: gasoline or lilu
30 What is your fave sound: good music?
31 What is your fave board game: life or pet shop
32 What is your fave hangout: Ice Works, or someones house
33 What is the last movie you saw at the theatre: Boogey Man
34 What is the last movie you saw at home: Death To Smoochy
35 What is the last movie you saw with your best friend: something and kumar go to white castle
36 What is your favorite hobby: I don't really have hobbies
37 What is your favorite holiday: Christmas
39 What is your favorite thing to write: songs/poems/or live journal entries
40 What is your favorite font: Tahoma

WHO in 20 questions
1 Who was your fave teacher: i don't really like any of my teachers
2 Who was your least fave teacher: Samchalk or Nescio
3 Who do you miss the most right now: i don't really miss anyone b/c i could just call them if i wanted to.
4 Who has made an impact on your life: All my friends
5 Who do you look up to: no one
6 Who is your dumbest friend: they are all pretty dumb
7 Who is your smartest friend: probably emily
8 Who do you resemble: myself
9 Who do you have a crush on: Chris
11 Who makes you smile the most: probably chris or chelsea
12 Who makes you laugh the loudest: chris emily or chelsea
13 Who has made you cry: chris but i am a baby and cry alot
14 Who do you talk to the most: chris or chelsea
15 Who do you talk to the least: ben or melissa
16 Who knows the most about you: chelsea
17 Who knows the least about you: anyone i m not really friends with
18 Who seems to be the most down to earth person you know: i hang out with alot of people... but not many of them are "down to earth"
19 Who is the most popular friend you have: I don't really know
20 Who has it easier? what exactly does that mean?

WHERE in 10 questions
1 Where were you born aka what hospital: crozer
2 Where do you live now: media, pa
3 Where do you wish you lived: here because of my friends... but if we all could move then somewhere in california
4 Where do you want to go on your honeymoon: somewhere pretty near a beach
5 Where do you want to go to for vacation: anywhere
6 Where were your parents born: in ridley park and parkside
7 Where were your grandparents born: I don't know..
8 Where was your last vacation to ((out of state)): new jeresy
9 Where are you right now: in my computer room
10 Where do you plan on moving to: i don't know... somewhere with alot of my friends hopefully...

WHEN in 15 questions
1 When are you going back to school: tomorrow : (
2 When are you graduating: 2010
3 When do you get to drive: about 3 years i think?
4 When are you going shopping: probably over the weekend
5 When are you going out to eat: i don't know? when i am hungry?
6 When are you planning on cleaning your room: hah... when my parents make me
7 When do you want to get married: when i fall in love
8 When you are 21, what do you plan on doing: drinking... duh!
9 When are your parents' birthdays: december 24, and april 22
10 When are your siblings birthdays: jan. 21, jan. 22, may 21
11 When do you go to sleep: whenever i am tired
12-1
13 When are you usually online: when i get home from school
14 When you were little, did you like to dance: Yeah
15 When you go to bed what do you think of: sleeping?

DO YOU in 20 questions
1 Do you save AIM conversations: sometimes
2 Do you swear: yeah
3 Do you save emails: sometimes
4 Do you save peoples pics they send you: no
5 Do you know how to make web sites: no
6 Do you sleep with a nightlight: no
7 Do you sleep with any stuffed animals: no
8 Do you like the person that sent this to you: i stole it from someone : 0
9 Do you know how to fold clothes: yea
10 Do you like to swim: yeah
11 Do you enjoy reading: no
12 Do you enjoy writing: yeah
13 Do you play board games: yea sometimes
14 Do you still play with kids toys: no
15 Do you like Metal: not really
16 Do you like Rap: lol i only like the funny songs "i'll take you to the candy shop"
17 Do you like Pop: no
18 Do you like Alternative: yea
19 Do you like Country: no
20 Do you like Hardcore: not really

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dress code [Wednesday,
April 20th, 2005]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | kdjsfiosdhifns ]

ok so heres the new dress code at our school:

your not aloud to wear - tight jeans, baggy jeans, sweat pants, shirts that show your shoulders, tight shirts, shirts that show your belly, shorts or skirts that go above your knees, or jeans that have rips in them...


They say all these things distract kids from learning. I'll tell you what distracts me:
Mrs. Horans lazy eye
Mrs.Horans mustache
Mrs.Horan in general
Mr.Harpps newly grown mustache
Dr.Nescio's clip on ear rings
Dr.Nescio's camal toe
Dr.nescios wardrobe
Mrs.Tuckers boobs hanging out
Mrs.Tuckers fake hair color
Mr.Clarks baldness
Mrs.Mckelvies teeth



And if some kid got distracted because my shoulders were showing, or my knees had holes in them... then that kid has serious A.D.D and needs to go on some kind of medication.

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[Tuesday,
April 19th, 2005]
part 2 one liner quiz

4. And now i'm to hung up on that to have anything with you, the poison in my veins it got me through-

5. This silence hurts more then anything you could say-

6. 12th and hyde on a sunday feeling like we're grown and we're nothing short of invinicle-

7. And while I'm taking you for granted we'll be humming along-

8. Everythings better when she's around, i can't wait till her parents go out of town, i fell in love with the girl at the rock show-

9. And this is what i get for wanting more, for wanting more-

10. You’re comfort on my mind and you’re with me all the time
And lot’s of feeling that I can’t explain-

11.Are you ashamed to say what you want to tell me you want to. -

12.So it's time I forget the past. And just learn to love what I have.
And I love waking up to your laugh. -

13.Two pills just weren’t enough,The alarm clock's going off
But you're not waking up-



still not done but don't feel like typing anymore... post some more later
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[Tuesday,
April 19th, 2005]
bored so i thoght i would make a quiz thing.

All you have to do is name the band of the one liners i post.

1. Remember because thats all you can do, We'll never make another memory-

2.And they all gather to remember such a day, when the flames greaw as high as trees, and the world stopped for you and me-

3. Those words at best were worse than teenage poetry-


Thats not it... i have to get off now so i will post the rest whenever i get back on.
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cut the skin to the bone fall asleep all alone [Tuesday,
April 19th, 2005]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | blink182- heres your letter ]

heres a letter for you
but the words get confused
and the conversation dies
Apologise for the past
talk some shit take it back
are we cursed through this life

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[Tuesday,
April 19th, 2005]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | sdfhksmd ]

have a detention today : ( oh well!

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just need to keep you in mind as something larger then life [Monday,
April 18th, 2005]
[ mood | jubilant ]
[ music | cute without the e- taking back sunday ]

hoping for the best just hope that nothing happens a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins

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Dr.Nescio= Animal Cruelity [Monday,
April 18th, 2005]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | none ]

2 dententions tomorrow and i gotta test my bridge... hmmmm. Well me and mick are gonna go to d.nes's detention and annoy the shit out of her... and i have to go to beottchers detention... so i guess i can just test my bridge thurseday. Also i think i have another detention thurseday for drawing a pocture of dr.nescio that said " Dr.Nescio= Animal Cruelity" o well....

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[Sunday,
April 17th, 2005]
emily helped me with this one

Long Survey About Yourself

Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 25091 times on bzoink!

What time are you starting this?9:32
Name?erin
Nicknames?erin
Date of birth?5-2-92
Sex?no thanks
Height?5'6
Eye color?brown
Where were you born?i wasn't born what r u talking about?
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?667
Pets?yeah
Hair color?brown
Piercings?nipples
Town you live in?media
Favorite foods?garrlick
Ever been to Africa?i m there right now bitch
Been toilet papering?my ass
Love someone so much it made you cry?yea myself
Been in a car accident?that bastard hit me and i died... bitches
Croutons or bacon bits?salad
Favorite day of the week?friday
Favorite resturant?burger king
Favorite flower?i don't like flowers
Favorite sport to watch?water polo
Favorite drink?lime in the cocnut
Favorite ice cream flavor?your mom
Warner Bros. or Disney?neither
Favorite fast food restuarant?burger king
Carpet color in your bedroom?i don't have a bedroom
How many times did you fail your driver's test?i lost track at 669780999
Whom did you get your last email from?you
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?5 and below
What do you do most often when you are bored?this
Most annoying thing to say to me?anything
Bedtime?your mom
Favorite TV show?your mom
Last person you went out to dinner with?:your mom
Been out of country?your mom
Believe in magick?u soelled that wrong sweetie.
Ford or Chevy?mustang
What are you listening to right now?your mom
Have you ever failed a grade?no
If you have, what grade did you fail?i already said i didn't gosh!
Do you have a crush on someone?your dad
Do you have a bf/gf?your mom
If so, what is their name?your mom
How long have you been together?5 billion years
What are you wearing right now?your mom
Would you have sex before marriage?yea
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?no
Are you a virgin?no
Do you smoke?yes
Do you drink?yes
Are you ghetto?yes
Are you a player?yes
What are your favorite colors?LIME GREEN
What is your favorite animal?ur mom
Do you have any birthmarks?yes
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?no
Who do you talk to most on the phone?emily
Have you ever been slapped?yes
Do you get online a lot?yes
Are you shy or outgoing?outgoing
Do you shower?no
Do you hate school?no
Do you have a social life?no
How easily do you trust people?not very eaisly
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?no
Would you ever sky dive?no
Do you like to dance?no
Have you ever been out of state?no
Do you like to travel?no
Have you ever been expelled from school?no
Have you ever been suspended from school?no
Do you want to get out of your hometown?no
Are you spoiled?no
Are you a brat?yea
Have you ever been dumped?no
Have you ever gotten high?i m now
Do you like snapple?no
Do you drink a lot of water?no
What toothpaste do you use?none
Do you have a cell phone?yea
Do you have a curfew?u spelled that wrong to
Who do you look up to?myself
Are you a role model?yea
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?no
What name brand do you wear the most?tilt
What kind of jewelry do you wear?your mom
What do you want pierced?my nipples
Do you like takin pictures?no
Do you like gettin your picture taken?no
Do you have a tan?yea
Do you get annoyed easily?yea
Have you ever started a rumor?YEA
Do you have your own phone or phone line?no
Do you have your own pool?no
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?briefs
Do you have any siblings?yea
Have you ever been played?im not a game hun
Have you ever played anyone?not if they're not a game
Do you get along with your parents?no
How do you vent your anger?in these things
Have you ever ran away?no
Have you ever been fired from a job?no
Do you even have a job?no
Do you daydream a lot?yea
Do you have a lot of ex's?so so
Do you run your mouth?my miouth doesnt have legs
What do you want a tattoo of?nothign
What do you have a tattoo of?no
What does your ex bf/gf look like?you
What does your most recent crush look like?your mom
Whats her/his name?your mom
Have you ever been bitched out?by your mom
Are you rude?no but ur mom is
What was the last compliment you recieved?u are sexy from emily
Do you like getting dirty?no
Are you flexiable?no
What is your heritage?no
What is your lucky number?22
What does your hair look like right now?your mom
Could you ever be a vegetarian?yea
Describe your looks?your mom
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?your mom
Would you ever date someone younger than you?yes
Would you ever date someone older than you?yea
When was the last time you were drunk?now
How many rings until you answer the phone?1
Have you ever been skinny dipping?yea with ur mom
If yes, when was the last time?last night
When was the last time you went on a date?last night
Do you look more like your mother or father?NO
Do you cry a lot?yea
Do you ever cry to get your way?yea
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?"ur mom"
Are you the romantic type?yea
Have you ever been chased by cops?yea
What do you like most about your body?ur mom inside it
What do you like least about your body?nothing
When did you have your first crush?yesterday
When was the last time you threw up?after i ate
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?blondes like emily
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?yea
What about cleavage?yea
Is your best friend a virgin?no
Have you ever fucked someone up?ur mom
Have you ever been fucked up?i'v been fuck...
What theme does your room have?butterflies
What size show do you wear?i don't wear shows i watch them
What is your screen name on AIM?why... do u want it?
How are you feeling right now?horny
When was the last time you were at a party?last night
Have you ever given a lapdance?YEA
Have you ever recieved one?YEA
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?ur mom
What is one of your bad qualilties?ur mom
What is one of your good qualilties?ur mom
Would you marry for money?yea ur mom
What do you drive?ur mom
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?ur mom
So?ur mom
Well?ur mom
When was the last time you cried in school?firday
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?yea emily
What kind of music do you like?ur mom
Would you ever bungee jump?with ur mom
What is your worst fear?ur mom
Would you ever join the army?if ur mom was in it
Do you like cows?yea i like ur mom
If you were to die today, what would you do?ur mom
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?ur mom
Do you like to party?with ur mom
Hearts or broken hearts?i broke ur moms heart
Moons or stars?ur mom
Coke or pepsi?my mom
Favorite scent?ur mom
Favorite band?my mom
Would you ever dye your hair red?if ur mom wanted me too
How many languages can you speak?ur mom
What time are you finishing this?ur mom 9:54

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[Sunday,
April 17th, 2005]

Friends survey: which one is...

Created by ICEyun and taken 174 times on bzoink!

Out of your friends, who is...
best?chelsea
known the longest?brooke
known the shortest?mike
tallest?me
shortest?brooke
truly bizarre?kirsten
preppiest?emily or brooke
most goth?melissa
punk?melissa
neat freak?chelsea
a slob?chris
most hyper?me
most creative?emily
always there for you?everyone
always makes you laugh?everyone
most likely to go to college?emily
have the most kids?melissa
...the least?chelsea
first to get married?me (says emily... heh)
last to get married?emily
most likely to never marry?chelsea
sexiest?me emily melissa and chelsea
ugliest/ most unattractive?why would i hang out with ugly people... gosh
richest?emily
poorest?melissa but i love her clothes!
most likely watches Saturday morning cartoons?chris
sleeps in REALLY late?chelsea or melissa
[most likely to] suffer from insomnia?chris
most perverted?mike
most sheltered?emily
most gangsta?chris
most likely to wind up in jail/juvenile hall?me
most straight?kirsten
gayest?deff. rapheal
most likely to be bi?emily (just kidding)
is like a big/little brother to you?dorio
is like a big/little sister to you?brooke
most likely has a crush on you?jeremy or emily
thinks you're annoying?pretty much everyone : )
most evil?chelsea : )
sweetest?melissa
cutest?me
laziest?chris heh
most cultural?mike

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i guess it's wrong to live life, so lifelessly [Sunday,
April 17th, 2005]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | taking back sunday- you know how i do ]

Sun burn blows big time...


Anyway... well friday i went to ice works with cheslea charlie joe and anthony... that was fun, i guess? Charlie got arrested and me and chelsea walked to burger king.

Chelsea slept over. Me and her just chilled out saturday afternoon. Saturday night i went to the mall and chris bought tucks. There was something on chris's hand though (i was worried about it but didn't want to get into anything there) Then we walked to acme and just chiled on the steps for alil. Then we walked to the fair. Pirate ship and zipper... Zipper was soooooooooooo scarey (yet so fun). Then we walked to the mall for chick-fila (sp). We ended up getting banned for 6 months somehow... but whatever.. i m still going back.

Today i tanned (but really got burnt). Thats about it though. I couldn't go over chris's and he couldn't come here : (
o well we always have next weekend.

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just forget me, it's that simple [Sunday,
April 17th, 2005]
[ mood | half asleep ]
[ music | bayside- how to fix everything ]

ugh woke up at 8:30... have no idea why. Jeremy and Jon slept over with my brother... that was fun? It's so nice out today. It makes me happy. I am still to tired to type so i'll updat later

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I hate myself for loving you like this [Thursday,
April 14th, 2005]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Just enough to love you- bayside ]

we put to much feelings into it and what did we get... we're stuck on each other even though we know it isn't good for us. I love you far to much and that might be the problem. I lie to you when i told u i didnt know what i wanted... i want us, i want everything to be perfect. But i can't do that anymore, so it's up to you. i will try to help... but i don't know if theres any of myself left to give.

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[Wednesday,
April 13th, 2005]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | none ]

woah man!



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i'm sick of writing every song about you [Wednesday,
April 13th, 2005]
[ mood | not good ]
[ music | 23 - jimmy eat world ]

don't do this anymore... you're making it so hard

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